Do you ever feel like you are going to explode because of
the thoughts flying through your head? Do you ever feel like your chest is
constricting and you’re not sure if you will be able to take another breath
because you are so overwhelmed with feelings and emotions. Have you ever felt
like the world was moving faster than you and you were doing everything in your
power just to keep up with it?
These are things that I constantly struggle with. One thing
that helps me when I am feeling these feelings is to write down what is
coursing through my head.
I am twenty-two years old, so perhaps this entire blog will
seem like the ramblings of a silly girl, but I need to do something or I truly
might spontaneously combust.
I was told that college is the place where I would discover
myself; however, here I am a mere month from graduation and I haven’t the
faintest idea who I am. I went to school for math – a subject I have no
intention of pursuing, and secondary education – a field I have no intention of
going into. I know what I want to do as a career, but beyond that I have little
to no knowledge of who I am.
I constantly struggle with trying to open up to people and I
think I’ve finally figured out why. How can you share with someone who you are
when you don’t know who that is?
I started this blog with the hope of reflecting on my
experiences and who I am. So here goes nothing.
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